november 19
Hello web crawler from the city over! It is November 19, 2023 and I want to remind everyone to take their meds no matter what. I forgot today and I will tell you I did not get up for 6 hours straight. Please take care of yourselves..we gotta live to our 70s at least. Also when I don't take my meds I get incredibly angsty and feeling down about myself and whaaa whaa like you haven't heard this before. It just sucks having to live with this illness for the rest of my known life and I can't get rid of it. I hate being depressed and lowkey suicidal most days (as one should..), but there is a stange comfort to it all. Days spent enjoying laying in bed and being by myself doesn't sound too bad, though the realization afterwards sucks. That usually doesn't last long and I usually remember to take my meds the next day as a reminder that I never want to feel like how I did ever again. I am going home for thanksgiving tomorrow so that should remedy all my bad feelings. Not much happened this week besides my usuall lonliness and self-isolation. Took a chem quiz... that was interestings...... To a better thanksgiving than last year!! cheers
SIDE RANT!!!!
why can't music people be somewhat decent humans?????? I am talking about both the artists and their fanbases. There has not been one instance that has shown both respectful fans or artists.
Little story that prompted my quiries..
While surfing down the infinite media exposé that is twitter.com, I had found a post talking about KMFDM. In interest I looked up their music on spotify and took a listen. Their sound was new to me, I'm not that familiar with the industrial music world and so far it wasn't too bad. That is till I looked them up on tiktok to see what other people though of them. Little did I fucking know that there would be 16 year olds that would use the fact that the lowlives that liked their music as means of support. I have been on the internet for some time and let me tell you that the tcc is horrifying and should not be sympathized for. Weirdo creeps that think they would be spared in a mass casuality when they would have gotten shot too. It stinks because I will probably never listen to their music again because of some losers on the internet.
overall why can't musicians be decent people??????????????????????? (also the band sucks as people too) and fans be normal about music????????????????????
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