I know I had made this site for the intention of using it as a form of self expression, but latley I have been straying away from it. I started my indie web journey about a year ago and it was all I ever wanted. People from all over expressing themselves in as little or as much as they wanted in the means of bringing back a freer internet. Though the thought of me opening up about and expressing x, y, or z is more scary than I thought it would be. My other "blog" post was about growing up and aging, but now that makes me thing, did I grow up to the point where this site seems childish. For crying out loud I am 18 years old talking about my intrests in mortal kombat, star trek, cartoons, and other forms of media a 11 year old would watch. I love this site, and the community around neocities, but when should I stop? It feels like I am stuck, I want so desperatly to fit in with the average real life crowd that I am not trying in the place I actually want to fit in.